So I’m seeing this guy, (sort of) i cant say we are exactly in a relationship because he doesn’t want that, he just wants 'fun' as he put it, which basically means sex with no strings attached. So, im willing to go along with it because i personally don't see anything wrong with it except one thing... I haven’t had sex before and now that i shared that personal detail with him, he wants to be the first to 'make an entry'. But, (and i know its wrong to use but after a full stop) i feel that as I’m not in a relationship, how can i have sexual relations with no emotions or feelings involved? Well, im going to have to try my damn hardest to try and not get emotionally attached because we've sort of come to a mutual agreement…Well he said he wanted fun and I agreed. Anyway, i've known him for about three months and we've become kind of close, where stuff has happened...but I’m still driving my 'V-reg'...for now. Deep down my heart is saying its best to be in a relationship but my mind is saying just get it over with it and at this point i choose to listen to my mind hey i want what he wants, so what pleases him pleases me, right?
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